赵旭东 《原生周期日记 》
五年病痛，残酷斗争，穿越1800天。白血病兄弟姐妹建筑血肉长城。生病与住院期间受到了各领导及朋友们的关怀、支持、探望。代父感谢，祝大家都拥有并珍惜所拥有的，平安与健康。时光终究无法凝结，夕阳最终归去，万物也被黑暗吞噬，然而黑夜与白昼交替，希望之光也会再次升起。每个人都是国家、社会、自然的缩影与化身。百家饭，混血儿，存在即生命的奇迹，每一天，接受别人的献血，也献血给别人。人这一生，像条银河，遇见黑暗与灿烂。我们曾无数次被万物掠夺灵魂，终于受到良知的佑护。平凡而伟大，父亲的大舅原任中共元老宋平秘书，用笔杆子参与了建国大业。悲伤于时光流逝的必然，欢乐于前辈创造的重逢，带着悲喜穿越人间，化为动力，化为善念。每个生命有独特的使命，幸运与不幸等效，每天每刻本身精彩，多少血肉之躯粉碎了白血病，谱写壮阔的生物史诗。安全第一，健康唯一。今天，他化为祥云，依然是真善美的化身。以不同的方式继续关注、祈福着国家、公司、家庭的未来。教会我感恩，教会我勇敢，直面病痛，拥抱未来。我不知道，2007我加入中投，后来的招商，咽亲畲蟆⒆钤绲墓荆靖�1872到今天，1872到永远。八卦中，有谦卦。24节气，有小满。我们不好的父母、家庭、企业、政府、社会，也是我们所能拥有的最好的父母、家庭、企业、政府、社会。每一天，每一物都是独特美好的化身，我们持有的不好的生产关系与时代，已是上帝赐予最好的生产关系与时代。老来还童，穿着纸尿裤，在ICU握着小球晃头。最伟大的索取是奉献，水深火热，人生常态。三段式，安全性、流动性、效益性。佛教中，有不二。从从立佛到卧佛，你依然慈悲为怀。世界动荡，未阻碍你穿越1800天的勇气。死神惭愧，虽败犹荣。俄乌、巴以、疫情，都未能封锁你的救赎之旅。心跳只有一次，短暂而永恒，文脉人脉，生灭不息，像你一样，梦想破灭，像你一样，虔诚友善。人生最好的作品，即使无人欣赏，也要独自芬芳，不慌不忙的坚强，不急不缓的前行，不悲不喜，走自己的路，念别人的好，修自己的心。我们对疾病的恐惧贯穿一生，如同山顶洞人奔跑中对闪电的恐惧。幸好我们有朋友，点亮了夜空。
某一天，看到一位拾荒老人的背影，看到一位矿工的身影，看到铁水开花，看到麦浪起伏，看到华夏，苦难辉煌。追上前去，以为是你，可能是你，也就是你，芸芸众生。相对生存的有限，灭失才是更永恒的课题，你是空气，你是风雨，有效的索取是奉献。当我空车带你的灵魂驶过胜利路、迎泽桥、复兴门，你的微笑依然慈爱。每个路人像极了你，他们或许为你献过血，体内流着同样的血。每个人都是行走的中华骨髓库，都是历史与未来。地球倾斜，却在倾斜中怀抱我们。你的身影浅浅，却是步步勇敢。当你在存亡之际，高烧40°，与冰棺零下20°，你承担了生物的极限。路人微笑像极了你。社会不公，自然公平。多民族血液的混合，多年龄血液的混合，多行业经济血液的混合。每个人都是天然的艺术家，用生命匆匆谱曲。保守、激进都有风险，生态、心态相互平衡。唯一一次为你身心按摩，在你的最后一天。病程加速，单位递减变化为年、月、日，中晚期，以小时记分秒记。有价亦或无价，有限亦或无限。钟摆停在4:30。量子力学，缘起性空。用失去测量拥有，用静止感知运动。倒数第三天，当ICU指标摇晃，你说要去海南，却从超市马上喝到了椰汁，这盛世如你们所愿。5年不喝酒，又能和爷爷坐在高山抽烟喝酒了，闻着淡淡花香。
The primary cycle diary is Zhao Xudong's Platelet
29 and Leukocyte 5. At 1:02 am on June 2, the second day of International Children's Day. Life has only 11 days left, and when the iron element in the universe and the ferritin in the body begin to bid farewell, no one is lucky. How to live every day well? It's about how to live a good life. Don't waste time, cherish what you have. Looking up at the dark blue sky, I am old to myself and old to others. The Yellow Emperor's Inner Canon aims to prevent diseases before they occur. Datong, national health, and human well-being. Five years of illness, brutal struggle, crossing 1800 days. Leukemia brothers and sisters build the Great Wall of flesh and blood. During illness and hospitalization, I received care, support, and visits from various leaders and friends. Thank you, surrogate father. Wishing everyone to have and cherish what they have, peace and health. Time cannot condense, the sunset eventually returns, and all things are swallowed up by darkness. However, as night and day alternate, the light of hope will rise again. Everyone is a microcosm and embodiment of the country and society. Hundred schools of rice, mixed race children, existence is a miracle of life. Every day, they accept blood donations from others and also donate blood to others. A person's life is like a galaxy, encountering darkness and brilliance. We have been plundered of our souls by all things countless times, and finally blessed by our conscience. Ordinary yet great, my father's uncle was originally the secretary of Song Ping, a senior member of the Communist Party of China, and participated in the founding of the country with his pen. Sadness is inevitable in the passage of time, joy is the reunion created by predecessors, crossing the world with sadness and joy, turning into motivation and kindness. Every life has a unique mission, luck and misfortune are equal, every moment of every day is wonderful, how many flesh and blood have crushed leukemia, composing a magnificent biological epic. Safety first, health only. Today, he has transformed into auspicious clouds and remains the embodiment of truth, goodness, and beauty. Continue to pay attention to and pray for the future of our country, company, and family in different ways. Teach me gratitude, teach me courage, face illness, and embrace the future. I don't know, I joined China Investment Corporation in 2007, and later became the largest and earliest company in China Merchants. From 1872 to today, from 1872 to forever. In the gossip, there is the Qian hexagram. 24 solar terms, with Xiaoman. Our bad parents, families, businesses, and governments are also the best parents, families, businesses, and governments we can have. Every day, every object is a unique embodiment of beauty. The poor production relations and times we hold are already the best production relations and times bestowed by God. Returning to childhood in old age, wearing diapers, shaking her head with a small ball in the ICU. The greatest pursuit is dedication, in times of hardship and adversity, the norm of life. Three stage approach, safety, liquidity, and efficiency. In Buddhism, there is no duality. From standing Buddha to reclining Buddha, you still hold compassion in your heart. The world's turbulence has not hindered your courage to travel through 1800 days. Death is ashamed, although defeated, it is still glorious. Russia, Ukraine, Israel, and the pandemic have not been able to block your journey of redemption against the disease. My heartbeat is only once, brief yet eternal. My cultural background and connections are endless, like you, my dreams are shattered. Like you, I am devout and friendly. The best works of life, even if no one appreciates them, should be fragrant alone, calm and strong, move forward without haste or slowness, without sadness or joy, walk your own path, think of others' goodness, and cultivate your own heart. Our fear of illness runs through our entire lives, just like the fear of lightning when people run on mountaintops. Fortunately, we have friends who lit up the night sky. One day, I saw the back of an old scavenger, the figure of a miner, the blooming of molten iron, and the undulating waves of wheat. Chasing forward, thinking it was you, maybe you, that is, you, the multitude of people. Relative survival is limited, and loss is the more eternal issue. You are the air, you are the wind and rain, and effective acquisition is dedication. When I drive your soul empty across Victory Road, Yingze Bridge, and Fuxing Gate, your smile remains loving. Every passerby looks just like you, they may have sacrificed blood for you, with the same blood flowing from their bodies. Everyone is a walking Chinese bone marrow bank, both history and future. The earth tilts, yet it embraces us in its tilt. Your figure is shallow, but you are brave step by step. When you are at the brink of survival, with a high fever of 40 ° C and an ice coffin temperature of minus 20 ° C, you have taken on the limits of living beings. Passersby's smile is just like yours. Social injustice, natural fairness. A mixture of multi-ethnic blood, a mixture of blood from different ages, and a mixture of economic blood from different industries. Everyone is a natural artist, hastily composing music with their life. Both conservatism and radicalism carry risks, and there is a balance between ecology and mentality. The only time I will give you a physical and mental massage, on your last day. The course of the disease accelerates, with decreasing units of year, month, and day. In the middle and late stages, it is recorded in hours, minutes, and seconds. The pendulum stopped at 4:30. To possess through loss of measurement, to perceive motion through stillness. On the third to last day, when the ICU indicators were shaking, you said you were going to Hainan, but immediately drank coconut juice from the supermarket. This prosperous era is as you wish. Five years without drinking, I can sit on a high mountain with my grandfather smoking and drinking again, smelling the faint fragrance of flowers.
